Happy Hour Check In & Prayers Requests

First off, I'm sending out a prayers request for Cheryl... we all need to be sending positive thoughts, prayers, hopes, whatever you feel comfortable with. Please send them all down under to Cheryl, mentally will her HCG numbers to climb higher!!

Let's also send some positive thoughts to Roxanne, that she'll get her BFP on Monday!

Now, it looks like we are on for happy hour tomorrow... same time, same place! See you there, and feel free to invite new ladies!

I am so scared

I am so scared right now, i dont know how to act or how to feel, or just what to think.
I thought this was over, and i thought i had finally accepted my reality, but alas again the Lord surprises me.
I got my period, back pain, cramps, and blood...
But today i got a very positive blood test...
WTF is all i can say...
I am scared out of my mind. I dont want to get my hopes up, i dont want to dismiss this either... what if this is my George? what if this is it? and what if i ruined it?
Yesterday i ran 9km... today i did a heavy weights session, ran, and did sit ups.... i got hot, i had a hot shower, i drank lots of coffee... i ate bacon! what if i have ruined it? what if it was positive and now it pops out, and doesnt implant properly, what if it does, then i miscarry, what if, what if, what if... WHAT HAVE I DONE? What have i done, what have i done?
What if i have to live with that guilt - that i stuffed it up.. what will my husband do, how will he live with that?
My heart is going to burst, and not with happiness, with fear and guilt...

Oh Lord, what have i done?

Chasing a Miracle

Weekly Cycle Check In

One idea I've had is a weekly cycle check-in. I believe this might be TMI for some folks, so please feel no obligation to participate. But for those who are comfortable, I thought it might be a nice way to cheer each other on if they are doing IUI/IVF, or cross fingers in the 2ww, or lament when AF comes. What do you think? If you'd like to participate, please comment with your status!

Xmas

Hi everyone just wanted to say I hope you all had a nice Xmas and you all didn't get to drunk :D I'm hoping that next year all of you lovely ladies will have your BFP's :) xx

Merry Christmas Ladies

Hey ladies, I just wanted to wish you a brief Merry Christmas (to those to celebrate), and/or Happy Friday to those who do not. Despite the fact that Aunt Flo showed up today, it was still a great day. I'm thinking of all of you, and hoping that you too had great days with family and friends. I continue to be blessed and grateful that you ladies have come into my life! Here's to hoping its a very lucky new year for us all. Much much love, Kate

I Can't Stop Crying...

So I am pretty much upset, very upset. Let me explain, long story short. 2 of my ex-friends (who are best Friends) when I was pregnant in April 07, they both wished for me to miscarry, few days later I did. They both wanted a baby and to TTC but ones Husband was deployed and other her Husband didn't want Kids yet. Well one has a 8 month old boy and the other a 6 month old girl. And I just found out, like 20 minutes ago, the one with the 6 month girl is 5 weeks pregnant, wasn't even trying for her 2nd. I don't know why I let this hurt me and bring me down. Well maybe because they both told me they hope I miscarry and here they are a mommy and pregnant with 2nd. I'd never wish harm to a baby or anyone(even if they hurt me, I'm not like that) But I don't think either of them deserve a baby, let alone 2. And I've been TTC for 3 years and can't conceive naturally and still no baby, yes there's a great chance I'm pregnant, but this still upsets me and I bawled my eyes out when I saw... These 2 girls are both 20. One tried like 6 months, the other tried about a year. Even tho they are far from my Friend and I would never talk to them again I'm happy for them, but they do not deserve children. That may sound really mean but if you only knew what these 2 girls put me thru. They still stalk me and I hope they never find my Blog. Sigh. Am I wrong to be so upset about the news that she's pregnant, with yet her 2nd when her baby is only 6 months old. Sighs. Maybe I am over reacting due to all the hormones... I just wanna stop crying and it finally be MY turn to be a mommy, to a baby here on earth with me...

Hi everyone

Hey everyone Kate said I could write first post so here we go :D well first of all I'd like to thank Kate for letting contribute and be part of happy hour. I know I'm not TTC but I really do appreciate the support and chats I get from all the lovely ladies on Twitter and in happy hour. It helps me not feel alone and helps me cope with pcos and all the crap that can come with it. So thankyou everybody and sorry for the corny post but I really do appreciate it xxxx

Who Hoo! It's Up!!

Hello my fabulous TTC ladies!

This was an idea I had last week in one of our TTC Happy Hour sessions. I love our real-time talks, but thought it would also be great to have a place where we could come post news, stories, laughes, questions, etc to the group in between happy hour times.

Plus, as our group grows, it will be a good way for new folks to get to know the gang, by posting all our blogs and Twitters.

Thank you so much to Roxanne, who will be co-admin with me. Between the two of us, we'll try to get as many people added as possible as contributors. If you know someone who attends, or would like to, please ask them to DM Roxanne or myself on Twitter with their email, and we'll get them added ASAP.

Everyone who is already added, Roxanne is working to add everyone's blog to the Blog Roll, and their twitter. It's going to take a little time, but if you notice your's isn't up you might contact Roxanne and kindly ask her to include you.

Also, if you'd like pictures like Roxanne and I have posted, please email a jpg to me at bustedplumbing@gmail.com. They will be linked back to either your blog or Twitter, just tell me which one you want.

Ok, did I miss anything? Thoughts? Suggestions? New ideas? I'm all ears ladies, this is our playground!

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