Are you in the mood for something taboo to read 'bout?

I just posted a new post on the new joint Blog that Plaidy and I are writing together, The Spotty Sisters.  

In an attempt to feel better about a situation that I am going through right now, I'm shouting out to all of you, my fellow TTC ladies.

Come, read, please let me know if you can relate - and hopefully with your help I can overcome this GIANT obstacle that D and I are facing.  It's getting progressively  worse as time goes on, so I really want to get a hold of it now before it's completely out of control. 

Thank you! <3

Nada my amigas...

Well, for anyone who missed my early morning POAS today...

BIG F**King Negative.

A BOO. :(

So, I wasn't actually thinking that this would be my miracle month... no clomid, no hcg, no progesterone...didn't even cycle monitor. I don't even know if I ovulated or not.  But I was still kind of hoping. No, I was REALLY hoping.  Especially after my one day of spotting 8 DPO (or when my fertility calandar on my iPhone said I ovulated. Had CM, all that jazz, but who really knows).

Oh, one more thing, in case anyone was wondering - went to the gyn on Monday and actually got seen... she did a pap which nearly made me pass out for some wierd reason.  And I told her (very briefly) about how I was not too happy at the fertility clinic she sent me to, so she said she will refer me to another dr. who specializes in Endo, PCOS, but not necesarily with such a focus on IF.  I think that if I have a dr. I can talk to then I'll be able to stomach being rushed through my appointments at the fertility clinic, so we'll probably wind up with a combination of the two. 

anyways... just thought I'd post on here and let you all know.
Can't wait to get back on the bandwagon in the spring and do IUI #1.
I've had enough of this - need my BFP now!

ps.
Don't forget to stop by my blog - and please vote for your favourite song!
Want to know which one to use for my birthday present to myself - a proffessional recording session for one song to make use a single/demo - my birthday just over a month away!